The One and only CIDERMAN

In response to: "Its my birthday and lifes just bleeding crap!" 126 days old
by ciderman [Member]

I've just come on here in over a year for the first time. Troubles started again...should i really be suprised?
What i do want to say is in future i will say what i please on here about who i please and if its not liked, dont read it!
And no, with time it doesnt fade, it never will. Its just put aside to keep others happy. more…

In response to: "For my family..." 461 days old
by carole so called big sis [Visitor]

at no time was a christmas get to gether was mentioned as i would of said no any way yes i said wot went on in past is past and i wanted to for get it and i am happy with life now forgeting all be for as hard things were said in the heat of the moment as we were all hurting for the death of dad but that is all more…

In response to: "Its my birthday and lifes just bleeding crap!" 463 days old
by carole [Visitor]

thanks for the kind words u spoke about me i am honoured im sure but glen i have no problem with u no more and u should not with me i have said sorry but im sorry u feel the way u do and i hope with tim e it will fade u take care mate x x
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In response to: "My Epilepsy" 724 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Yeah i know what u mean. The images are graphic. I was a member of sevral animal charities and kinda built up a 'resistance' for want of a better word.
I really didn't know that about bipolar.Thanks for filling me in. Mmm, i guess u see people judging u alot hey, because i dont fall over when i have attacks i get judged and i always think un more…

In response to: "My Epilepsy" 724 days old
by classicrockchick [Member]

This is my bipolar blog: http://electrochick.blog.co.uk/

Bipolar is otherwise known as manic depression (Stephen Fry has it). The name 'Electrochick' came about because of having ECT. I was taken off Lithium because of awful side effects, so now I've been started on Lamotrigine. Like you, I desperately didn't want to take anything - more…

In response to: "My Epilepsy" 724 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Yeah i know exactly what u mean about not being a true vegan. I take clobazam which has animal derivitives in it. I have refused new drugs because of this and even tried to cut out that drug with no luck.
If you dont mind me asking whats bipolar? Just you dont know unless you ask! And yeah, they use anti-convolsants for alot things other th more…

In response to: "My Epilepsy" 724 days old
by classicrockchick [Member]

Well done for sharing that. It's difficult isn't it.

I'm not epileptic, but I am bipolar and I have anti-seizure meds for it. I guess that means I'm not a true vegan though :(

I have a blog too, under the name 'Electrochick' - though I recently deleted all my posts for both my blogs during one of the mood swings lol. more…

In response to: "For my family..." 738 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Just to say it hasnt been a week and my so-called make up with my oldest sister has gone pear shaped. I shouldnt have expected any different.
I suggested a christmas family get together and a talk to sort out any problems to try and bring us closer..she told me no and that the past is the past and shes happy with her life.
I dont know more…

In response to: "For the attention of: GOD" 742 days old
by the_real_linda [Member]

AMEN!!!!!!!! more…

In response to: "For my family..." 742 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Good luck. :) x more…

In response to: "Tad worried over cash" 742 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Thanks franpal....hopefully my online preyer might work!lol But no, i wont give up. I have my sights set and i'll either achive them or die trying!
You enjoy your weekend and let me know how you are...i do care :-)
Glen more…

In response to: "Tad worried over cash" 742 days old
by franpal ^Pro

How sad but true that everything in life comes at a price. I'd like to say I could magic your money worries away but I'd be lying but I will keep my fingers crossed that nothing stands in the way of your plans. Keep smiling and remain positive and it will happen!

Have a great weekend :) more…

In response to: "NEW CHALLENGES!!" 745 days old
by ciderman [Member]

yeah thanks....my brain and bodys has gone into sleep mode...im so tired at the moment, i hate winter.lol. I need to do so much arranging and ....well i just dont wanna think, i wish i could hibernate! :-) so how u doin? more…

In response to: "NEW CHALLENGES!!" 748 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Wow you're a busy guy. Good luck. more…

In response to: "My lastest Travel updates!!" 749 days old
by franpal ^Pro

Hi Glen, Yep I'm not too bad thanks. V. busy with work and trying to fight off the cold I have had since August but apart from that, all is good :)

Glad that you have found another useful resource and I look forward to hearing more about it in your next post.

Take care and have a good weekend :) more…

In response to: "My lastest Travel updates!!" 750 days old
by ciderman [Visitor]

Hey Franpal, Thanks for your recent messeges and sorry i havent got back to you sooner. How have you been? Ive just found another website that im looking further into...im going to post a messege on my blog about it but it offers so many different things to do for the NDCS but the lady i spoke to told me that i could go along with them and do it fo more…

In response to: "My lastest Travel updates!!" 751 days old
by franpal ^Pro

Hey Ciderman! Glad to hear things are going well and that you have plenty of avenues for charities. I like the sound of the voluntary work in Snowdonia too. :) more…

In response to: "My Epilepsy" 756 days old
by franpal ^Pro

Hey Ciderman, glad you shared that with us. sometimes it is not easy to make people understand what you are going through but I think you have done a good job of explaining how epilepsy affects you. I also think that you are the only one who understands your body and the way the condition affects you so you should always feels 'in charge' of your more…

In response to: "Been around Dolcoath today...feel like crap now!" 764 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Yeah thanks, and no he wouldnt have stopped me! Although i wish he hadnt given me this flu jab...its really knocked me for six...doesnt usually do this to me!
Anyway how are you? more…

In response to: "Been around Dolcoath today...feel like crap now!" 764 days old
by franpal ^Pro

Glad you got the go ahead from the docs, not that it would stop you anyway I'm sure but it is always good to know that people are on your side :) more…

In response to: "Updates for the Snowdon walk" 766 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Hey
Yeah i can understand that. When u have an illness that kind of controls you rather than you controlling it, it can be a hit or miss thing. I know i could get there and have a really bad day where i have to sit still all day and fight attacks off. You could always arrange a holiday there. At the base of Snowdon theres places you can stay more…

In response to: "Updates for the Snowdon walk" 766 days old
by franpal ^Pro

Hey Glen, thanks for the longest message reply I have ever received! Yes it all sounds good and I will check out the ramblers association. WE have been planning the Snowdon trip for ages but my health has let me down in the past and I don't think my future hubby fancies his chances of getting to the top if he is carrying me!!

It is h more…

In response to: "Updates for the Snowdon walk" 766 days old
by ciderman [Member]

Hey Franpal...u should both join in!!U can carry me when i collapse! lol If you need a hand with places to stay ect i have a friend who lives in Snowdonia national park...shes defintly climbing with me and a group of her friends too so its going to be quite a party!!
I could do with some advice from your future hubby if hes willing to give i more…

In response to: "Updates for the Snowdon walk" 766 days old
by franpal ^Pro

Great Ciderman! We are thinking of climbing Snowdon next year too! I have M.E. and have been planning on going up there for years now. My Fiance climbed Kilimanjaro a few years ago so Snowdon should be no trouble for him :)

Good luck with finding the cash for all of your mountain endeavours, that is always the hardest thing! You co more…