The One and only CIDERMAN

I dont know why but im having trouble sleeping. Whether its the 'family issues' that have been going through my head and the fact i drink way too much tea in winter but because im not getting enough sleep my epilepsys playing up. I had 2 attacks yesterday evening and now i just want to sleep. Ive been back to be to try and it hasn't worked but i feel so...whats the word...i dunno...i guess i have winter blues. I hate this time of year, bad weather always makes me feel cranky and the cat i sleep with (dont ask..its nothing strange!!) tends to sleep on my arm when its in the most awkward positions and i wont wake her cos shes too sweet and i luv her to bits but right now i need sleep.
Oh well time for another cuppa!! lol

Hey i just came on to do a 100% serious post (not that the preyer was not...i am financially desperate!).
I hear off someone this past week who i fell out with a while back. It was difficult times and our Dad had not long died and trying to sort things out came to hard i think for everyone. Anyway, were back in touch now and i just want to tell all my family, wherever you are in the world that i love you and i'd never do anything to purposely jepordise oure relationships again without having a really good reason first. It wasn't all my fault at the time, alot of mistakes and harsh things were said by everyone. Now i feel nothing can stop me making up because i am going away to embarke on new adventures next year. Snowdon will be the begining of a new life for me and i have alot of serious plans to carry out. I hope i can go at peace with all of my family then. Looking at things realisticly i am planning on doing potentianlly life threatening things. People die on Everest every year and Everest is just one of my several aims. Realistically i might not come home from any of the trips i have planned. All going as planned i wil and i'll have made alot of money for charities and done alot of work for charities myself, but i just want my family to know i value you all and love you all x

DEAR LORD,
Thank you for all you have given us...women, boobies, football, cider and my handsome HANDSOME good looks and wonderful body(Keep up the good work!!) and lord should you read a blog from someone as low as i, if your pc in the heavens above is plugged in and you bump into my online preyer....PLEASE oh PLEASE let me win the lottery tomorrow (or the euromillions tonight...or even both if you feel generous!) so i can go ahead with next years plans to raise the money to give to charity and go away to Thailand on my voluntry work with the orphened elefumps!
Should i win i will give money to charity and still do my trips to raise more money for the needy...but right now i am the needy...i needy to win the lottery!!! So please lord control those balls to let me win (i'll even give you a cut and build a church!!)
Thank you lord
Amen

I got all my credit card bills this past week....it seems by the time you've paid one the next one drops through the door.
Well, like the title says im a tad worried cos of needed money that i havent got. I dont like moaning about money but i only need it to raise money which seems a little cocked eyed but i need to get all my camping equiptment, pay train fares, book places to stay and where to eat (being a vegan its alot harder than just nipping into a cafe for a bite) and just how much will the Snowdon trip cost putting aside the Ben nevis, China, Paris, Tanzania and Nepal trips. I'm not going to give up on doing Snowdon in June 2008, my hearts set on it and if i have to walk to wales i bloody well will! Christmas isnt gonna cost me too much cos me and my sis dont really celebrate that much but when you have no cash not celebrating christmas doesnt really save money. I'll get there. I just feel so tired at the minute, i really hate this time of year. God knows how i'll be come next winter if i do manage to get to Scotland to climb Ben nevis...I'll be like Homer when the sherpas carried him up while he was asleep...if only!!
I got in contact with who might be some long lost family members a while back. There rich Pettifers and they never replied...i could do with them sponsoring me right now!!
Oh well time keeps on going and im gonna keep on panicing!lol
Hope all my friends and anyone who reads this is well and take care and enjoy your weekend!

I've just found a website that was on the google search engine when i logged on to mail Franpal and found some amazing offers.
There for a charity called NDCS (for deaf children) but they offer mountain climb trips but aswell as that they offer things like walking the great wall of China and cycling from London to Paris(which im very intrested in) plus a bunch of other things. The lady i talked to from there was very helpful and should she read this THANK YOU. I was given alot of incentive without her probably realising it. The websites www.ndcschallenges.org.uk
It would mean however that next year aswell as Snowdon, Ben Nevis and John o groats to Lands end i'd be doing the great wall of China. I think However that this charity organisation does these events year after year so i wouldnt need to squash so many things into one year and nearly kill myself!
I'm so unsure about things now. Im still positive that Snowdon will be climbed in June 2008! But this site offers so many different events other than mountain climbs. I havent even got a passport yet and here i am planning on going to China!lol
Ok time to run and think!!
Take care people